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Saturday, July 26, 2008

This week has been a busy one. And, i dont knw why am i getting so inspired or i just feel like saying some words to make myself feel better. Firstly, poor Hiang Peng): , he was hospitalised again ): But, this time round, he seemed to be much stronger(: And, the operation was a success so hope he recover soon and eat more so that he'll gain back all his weight okay! He's far too skinny alrdy. I think perhaps because more people went to visit him, he felt more love. Esp his poly friends and of course, us! And, Hp, if you managed to see this, ''Get well soon okay! Dont wanna see your bitter face when eating the medicine again, you this BABY.'' Hahaha. He's really like a baby! and i like his mummy. Hahahaha. Random but his mother is really a very nice woman. Alright. Stay healthy and cool boy! I'm glad he's trying to take it positively though i knw deep dwn, ): ): ): upset. But yeah, good that he's discharged (:

The other day, i didnt attend one of the Chem lecture remedial. And the following day, Mr lim went to confront me): Hahaha. He said some words and i was so damn affected by it!): I felt that i was sucha disappointment and yes, guilt engulfed me(as i wld write back in sec sch). So, yeah, but I feel much better alrdy cos after my consultation with him, he kept telling me not to give up. So, HELL yeah! no giving up as a choice. I will study study hard for my Chem to prove to him that I can really do it! (: Go Go Li Xiang!

This week, the happenings around me have led me to ponder about certain issues. Somehow time will tell how much a person mean to you, and you to him. Sometimes, at that moment, you thought you were the special one, the only one. By after a period of time, you, will sadly be replaced. Perhaps, you are still that special one just that someone even more special took over you. I dont know why am i feeling this way actually. Maybe, i'm just not used to it. I'm not a good social machine so i cant pleased every single one of the people around. I think i feel a little uneasy, a little unspecial, a little unappreciated, a little lost and a little hurt. It's nothing much actually. 'That's life.' Once again, i detest growing up.

Anyway, i went to a bbq just now (: and my sis brought 'didi' along. Hahaha. He's damn cute. SUPER UBER CUTE. I think i want to have a child as cute as him. Will upload his photo in my next entry. I love baby boy!

Sometimes i hope i was still a baby, then i do not have to feel, think or do. I just have to cry and i'll be loved.

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